Your Dreams Are Yours and Yours Alone!
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(Saturday, November 21, 2009-)
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" Sometimes i wonder... was i always toyed with by people around me, or did i caused it myself.

But why do most problems end up as disappointment to myself? The more i read, the more i ponder.. the more i get fed up the more i get upset the more i get disappointment. "

Yesterday I went to watch paranormal activities with YanJun. I WAS FORCED down to the cinema with 2 whole set of burger king behind my back. I exaggerate but the meaning is there. I have trauma watching horror movie already and this girl dragged my down to the ticketing after the sing song session. At least i pee-ed before i went in. It was horrible inside.

The movie started without us knowing. Seriously, how can a movie start just like that without notice! But we realise the movie started only a minute or so later. The how movie was filmed casually, as if there was no director and its situated only around a house. Super cool i tell you! I was soooo brave!!! I wasn't scared at all; i learnt the technique of coverage. This is one of the horror movie i wish to watch again! A REALLY NICE MOVIE NO REGRETS!!! Should watch!!! It's very fun to watch!! Especially when your theatre is filled with people all cramping at the back. It's cosy! Then this group of people is cool, THEY SHOUT YOU KNOW!!! Not only that, THEY LAUGH TOO, and they laugh after they got shocked! SUPER SHIOK! Me love, now go watch!

Oh yes yes yes! I got a really funny joke to tell. 2, not 1.

What does the panda wants most?!

A COLOURED PICTURE!!!!!

HAHARHAR HAR HAR HAR!!!! DAMN FUNNY RIGHT?! PANDA WANTS TO BE COLOURED!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Next one! Next one!

What did the chicken buy at the market?!

Pok---Pokpokpokpokpok--- PORK PORKA pok pok pok!

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HAHAHAHAHAA *SNORT* WHEEZE WHEEZE*

Aiya, the blog tell not funny enough. Come find me i sure make it colder than this. BOOYA rockon!

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(Saturday, November 7, 2009-)
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People pour too much in to me. At first i thought i could take it, but i guess i dont even understand myself good enough. I feel like i am going to overflow, there's too many things inside me. I guess i did, and i did the worst thing a human can do. Yeah, i betrayed a friend. Actually not just one, but quite a few. I am really sorry.

I can't make a good friend. But come to think of it, no one's ever by my side when i overflow. I say the wrong things at wrong times, and all i can do after that is apologise. People talk to me about things, and all i can do is absorb and listen. And the next moment, i say things out by accident. I feel like im gonna explode anytime. There's still so many... so many many inside my head. This is the worst lost i've made in years. Why do i feel my heart ache so much? Why am i crying? Guilt has always been written all over my face. But no one gets to see it. They still get close to me without knowing the risk. How many more will i lose in the future? I've always wished i'm a time traveller, i've always wished to sleep and dream my way away forever.

It's driving me crazy. Being afraid of living, both the pain and laughter. Its ironic. How dangerous the world can be even with your closest people. Being afraid of losing even when you laugh along. Being afraid of mistakes as you listen. Being afraid of saying as you speak. Yeah, i am also another paranoid person. I now believe that friendship is a very fragile thing. I've lost at least 6friends this month. Its only the 7th day of the month, and still counting.

What is wrong with me? How will i survive?

I am sorry to all i have hurt. I am even shameful of myself. I've been a very ugly friend to you all. I know...

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(Thursday, November 5, 2009-)
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i am totally torn today man. Worn out, knock out KO.

Anyways, today i blog because i want to say some of my friends in my course are seriously fucked up. I dont see why they can make a big fuss of everything especially when they aren't the ones getting hurt at all. Hey come on, i go home almost everyday with at least a bruise on either my leg or shoulder. Now that is what i call getting HURT, like physically.

I can swear to anyone i dont give any solid BAD insult to ANYBODY before. I only annoy, i know. I thought almost everybody annoys, maybe i do exceptionally too much then. But again, is that a good reason to flame me off?!

Wdf larh, i seriously find some girls too tiring to handle, especially when guys like me live to perform and entertain. Yes i know, being stupid in other words.

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