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(Saturday, September 19, 2009-)
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# mr 18~!-
There are some feelings that are really unexplainable. Feelings such as the one I felt today. I can totally say this is THE BEST birthday celebration I've had recieved from ANY friends for years! One of the day I've yearn since the day I stepped into secondary school. Imagine, people who once bullied you like crap down to shit, split you slowly into pieces, and then scram off laughing their asses away, NOW celebrating your birthday with you, congratulating you,
AND LAUGHING TOGETHER with you. That's one of the most amazing part of life. In fact, I call it really touching! Then there's a friend who barely knows you for only 4 years; 2 years lesser then the others. Helps to organize an event for not only a gathering, but also a birthday celebration! OMG, that feeling! Considering the time and effort to spam off messages to people and tolerate some questions! I really couldn't explain anything about it! It's just that touch. And just when you thought they call you to ask about your favourite fruits just to end off the celebration with a cake, they actually made one themselves! AND NOT JUST make made. Make made, fail, throw, make again! UNTIL IT WORKS OUT! UNTIL THE TASTE IS RIGHT, UNTIL SATISFACTION, just for me! And there friends, friendSSS, whom you seldom really contact with, ALL SPAMMING YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AT ONE GO! ALL! ALTOGETHER! That satisfaction, to think that there are so many friends who make you glow, who makes your presence that bright and meaningful. To think that I thought I was always in my very own world, creating my own structures, when people are actually out there supporting me morally. And then there is this friend, who is now overseas for studies, scribbles a HAPPY BIRTHDAY text to you on your wall. And adds on, "can I have your address?" I'M NOT DONE YET! Another one, who has always say you're her best friend. But is going for a Vietnam business trip, but said she will celebrate a 1 on 1 celebration for you birthday when she comes back. Then there's this one, who also say I'm the bestest buddy, send me massive messages WORD by WORD for each message. A total of 7 messages. NOT only that, she dragged down her boyfriend too! AND he sent me a total of 19 messages, just after the 7. And just when you think the matter ends here,you're wrong! The couple even shared money to buy me a WHITE shirt from FOX for my birthday!! One more, she's so close to me that we call each other brother and sister because we hold the same surname, same birth month, somewhat same personality, somewhat same favourites. Said she's gonna go to sentosa just to kill me because of the lie, but didn't! And not only that, she made my day so worth! Crapped and laughed with me. Then there are other friends, who couldnt make it for the gathering because of work and other stuffs, rush down for dinner with me, just after they're done with it! Then this friend, TOOK LAST MIN LEAVE, just to celebrate birthday with me! I'M NOT DONE! Don't you dare leave! And then when we're dining together at the evening, I knew I made exceptionally lame stupid jokes or movement. Something that makes people look =.= BUT they all still laugh together. NOT just laughing, BUT natural laughs! And when I see all the smile, giggles and laughs from my friends, I think I just melt. It's like we filled the whole place with happiness! I thought I'll lose a few lives today because of the lie, but nothing actually happened. The person I thought would MOST likely wouldn't turn up, turned up. The person whom I wish never turns up NEVER TURNED UP! Love you. LOVE YOU ALL!!! I Goh Bing Xue LOVES ALL MY FRIENDS! I BIPBOP BIPBOP YOU! [Hand signing it] I think i owe alot of people alot alot alot. So much that I don't even want to think about it. It's like they don't expect anything from me at all! I didn't even congratulate some of them during their birthday, I dont send some of the closer ones any gifts, I don't make them feel as if their birthday has been meaningful, BUT YET, they still did this for me. I seriously owe too much. I have to say sorry to those they knew should have expected it. I'm sorry. I really am. Thanks for all the good times you have given me. Thanks for being with me even when i was not with you. Thanks for cherishing me. Thanks for all. I am one, you are my all.
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KUAKUA KUAAAAA~~~~
All got so excited when you heard i broke up with a girlfriend right??? AHAHAHAHA its all a hoax! None of such things happened. I made the story myself. Cool shit right? Now come kill mee!!! Oh and please man, at least wish me a HAPPY BRITHDAY before you lay your hands on me. =.= No wishes, NO TOUCHIE. Screw you if you touch me without wishing. I'll bullshit on you when the time is correct. I think the first person eligible to make the FIRST BLOOD is TinaGoh. I can feel her fuyo here already. T.T Die die die~! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- TIME BOMB TICKS~ tick tock tick! tick tock tick tock tick tock tick.... says: *i got free pass to sentosa turner says: *ok ok ok TIME BOMB TICKS~ tick tock tick! tick tock tick tock tick tock tick.... says: *OKAY turner says: *nb.. *3 dollars only TIME BOMB TICKS~ tick tock tick! tick tock tick tock tick tock tick.... says: *im offering one to you turner says: *why u got free? *REALLY? TIME BOMB TICKS~ tick tock tick! tick tock tick tock tick tock tick.... says: *since you say "only 3$" *then forget it lor turner says: *MOFO *I WANT LA *3 BUCK I CAN BUY ICECREAM! TIME BOMB TICKS~ tick tock tick! tick tock tick tock tick tock tick.... says: *3$ only what^o) turner says: *tsk *u sure dun step on my toes...
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(Thursday, September 17, 2009-)
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(Tuesday, September 15, 2009-)
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' On a lighter note, Joey suggested me to go M18 movies before i turn 18! Gate crashing! Sounds fun! I need to do more stupid things before another mature year comes! I believe i'm maturing slowly, aren't I? I know i am! So cut the crap. I need to do more immature stuffs before I become a mature 18 year old. More suggestion please? Ask me to do anything! Like like like, like what? Eat noodles through the nose? Use ice creams as facial? WOOHOO should be fun! Hey, people use chocolates as facial, ice creams does the same then. Most probably people will regard me as an alien after the session. More pimples heh. I am already that heart broken, I seriously do not need speeches that ugly from you Come on, i've been feeling that down each day i woke up. I barely survived such a bad incident and there you are stabbing me after i got one huge stab from the one i loved. Please man! Give me a break will you?! It's really annoying when someone you thought was pretty close to you be pretty irksome at the wrong times. GROW UP! >
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(Sunday, September 13, 2009-)
+8:19 PM]*
# I BROKE UP WITH MY GIRLFRIEND-
Yes I know, I'm not a very powerful, loving, romantic whatever shit you call guy. But come on! You slut should know your own will and limits to. You god damn it broke up with me with what reasons?! The holy to the crap down to earth and hell reason. Top to bottom, head to toe. Who do you take me for huh?! Anyways, my girlfriend, or now to say, ex broke up with the god damned me. With what reasons?! She say whenever she goes out with me, we'll only spend time walking around North Point. She claims that she'd been walking North Point for like over the limit. She's sick of it already. She's eaten all the food from there for like dunno how many countless times. Told me she can even name every single food name offered. Hey! So what? Is that reasonable enough to break up with a guy you love? Bullshit! I'm not angry, I'm just frustrated. What have i done wrong? Can't you tell me?! It isn't my fault that golden village offers lousy facilities is it? I find it really convenient. No one watches cinema there; we can have the whole theatre ourselves! Not romantic enough?! My GF keeps comparing me with her ex. Kept saying that she wished she had a rich boyfriend like so and so and the @#$%^@^ and that @#^@. So missed them then why dont you goddam ask them to patch back? Accepted that you're not too good looking enough huh?! So much so that im you last option is it? Come on! Everytime i go out with you, you'll drain away every penny i have with me. It's already a very good reason why i stay in North Point. Because i'm not rich and i get broke VERY easily. All thanks to who?! Aww, you kept saying how much you love me whenever i bought you something. It's just motivation for me to get you new stuffs right? How stupid of you. Think i don't know your intentions?! I've always been the one who wanted to break up with you. Only that i didn't know the proper way to do so. Its sooo thank goodness you sounded out. Smack back and swim away you little faggot maggot. Hopefully some cockeye guy sees you and gives you the hell you deserves. You're down to Earth's hell man! And don't shit on me! Just get a diaper.
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