(Tuesday, August 18, 2009-)
+9:19 PM]*
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I just realise something. How many friends have just walked out of my life soundlessly? How long have it been? I think life is really unpredictable. I've got a friend who's already gotten married and will be leaving Singapore forever. Her husband is a Caucasian. And he lives in an isolated village. Most probably i'll never see her again. I've got another friend who's going to beijing for 6 long months. Half a year man! HALF A YEAR!!! The ironic part is, she just lives opposite my block, but we rarely meet. So near...yet so far. I'ld have grown alot when she finally comes back. Will definitely hold a big bang when she's back. 6 whole months. I'll be waiting.
And then i've got another friend. We were in the same chinese tuition class since primary6. We watched each other grow. I left the class when i was sec 4 because i really loathe chinese language. Contacted little since, and he graduated 1 year earlier than me, that's when we lost contact. And guess what? I saw him in ngee ann. The most awkward part was, we sat on the same bus to school. THE WHOLE JOURNEY! And he's like either just sitting beside me, sitting infront of me or standing beside me. We didn't even make eye contact. Like as if we've nv met before. How scary. Then there's another friend, same school too. But i've nv met him at all. I can meet other friends by coincidence all the time. But not him. I don't know what's going on. It's as if he's hiding at a corner. I need a kit kat. I want a break. Poly is giving me hell and some of my poly mates are just so bloody annoying. What's wrong with the eyes? Should i dig it out and wash it with detergent for them? Freaking blind. I have to guess everything. I have to guess if they are true to me or not, whether if they're actually helping me or putting my foot into the damned grave.
Footsteps;
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