After Boris's undergone all his dilee dalees/dili dalis, i realise what we need most when crisis came is really just a simple caring friend. Why i know that? Because he keeps asking when will we reach, or if we will visit him, or if we could go accompany him. 

It really shows that he just want us to be with him...

The sorrow and pain could be unbearable. What ever that might happen next, i don't really know anymore. What ever that should have happened haven't happen yet. 

2 years down the road, we might all just lose contact with each other. And especially when i soon enter the @#$&#@ NS arena, i won't even have time for any of them. Then i go to the work force, where the hell can i get enough time. 24hrs is not enough! We get tired too soon too quickly.

Next year will be our last unplanned gathering. We'll hug, we'll cry, we'll smile and then... we'll just say byebye. 1minute to say "HI" yeah? Forever to say "GoodBye".

I LOVE YOU ALL..

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