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(Wednesday, June 25, 2008-)
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Well...it's something i saw at collin's blog. Found it interesting and pretty real so i gave it a try.

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person.

You are reserved and not very outgoing. You are deeply thoughtful and introspective. You have a lot of control over your actions and emotions.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

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(Tuesday, June 24, 2008-)
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Blog tommorrow. Not sure if i've got that lot of things to say. Tough day today. I hate adjusting for school straight after exams. Down right pig brain! Teachers keep kicking student's ass.

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(Tuesday, June 17, 2008-)
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Boy am i so pissed today. By somebody whom i don't even know or seen. Give you some background information. You see, i go to this stalford tuition centre at northpoint every tuesday. And northpoint is like having a construction right now? And it is reaching the centre. So the centre had been sort of shifted to a temporary site.
So what's the big deal you ask. The tempo centre is NOT ready yet. And it clashes with MY time ON tuesday sometime 2weeks later. WHICH IS NOT GOOD. Because by right, this tuition thing should have been cancelled And it is definitely NOT our(students) fault for this. YET we need to pay FOR that day's fee and get a MAKE UP LESSON! Isn't that absurd!? Just because that women -the "principal" (thats what she calls herself) -want to earn big bucks of money and not want to be falling back BECAUSE of a dumbass constuction! And in terms of terms and condition, she IS practically tyrant in this money thing! She's like such a stupid cunt! She's like can't be fagged about us! MAN is she self centered! A moron could at least have a kind heart. Meaning she can't be a moron. What's that call? OH! NEUROTIC! Which is kind of like a disorder? Which is far worse than a moron. Because a moron still thinks. A neurotic person doesn't think much and gets worried with things. In this case, SHE IS IN TO MONEY! Which -to me -is the worst. Like she can't survive without money! I HOPE SHE'S FREAKING HAPPIER THAN I AM WITH ALL THE MONEY SHE'S HOLDING ON TO NOW! Because I'm now having the time of my life BLOODY swearing behind her! Sucker! pUi! Grr..!

PS: ..you're lucky bigger things happened or i'd be blogging about you. HAH! Ronaldo...

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(Sunday, June 15, 2008-)
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Another week and i'll be back in my shabby school. How boring. Time flies too fast. We should add pills to slow it down.

Today's Sunday. I think it's father's day. Not doing much for my dad. He's fixing a bike now, trying to entertain himself. I'll get him a cake later...i guess.

There's something that caught my attention in the news paper today. Something about happiness. Love that reporter alot. She tells alot about reality stories that are happening around us. She fits into our shoes, and she, like us, haven't found any remedy to these problems. But the way she decribed and analyse on facts is amazing. She compared how a situation can actually make people feel both happy...and upset, but you wouldn't be feeling it properly until you lose it. You will feel relieve and sad.

When a dream comes true, you don't always get the happiness you thought would come with it.
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Happiness is not something you feel every moment of the day
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Happiness comes in small doses, so just be grateful for that
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It's pointless to wish for a big happiness because it won't happen
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Perhaps....happiness is overrated.

That's what the reporter said. And i think most part is rather true. But i'm not sure about the overrated part. I figured I'm still long from happiness. Others go a long way just to settle and feel the tranquilism. Like the movie, pursuit of happyness, he needs so much time and felt so much pain to get what he needs.

Damn..i realise i get energy from my friends. ._. it sounds stupid, but i think it's true. The energy isn't just joy...probably sadness. But a different kind. The minute i know i'll be losing one...i'll just be crestfallen and total sucked from inside out. Heck... I miss alot of people. Now i'm losing one most important to me. Sigh...

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(Friday, June 13, 2008-)
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# Crap. Its a survey!-

This survey is dumb, and dumb it is after you read it. Dumb it should be, read and be blasted. Read and be blown. PS: YOU ASK FOR IT!

Ok…let’s get started.

1. TOMMY!

2. Xinni

3. Michelle

4. Yinxiu

5. Baoling

6. Ruiqing

7. Joey

8. Huiting

9. Rongle

10. Zhengyan

11. Weili

12. Boonkiang

13. Marcus

14. Ziying

15. Shaun

16. Tina

17. Erfan

18. Jenson

19. Chyening

20. Yanjun

Congrats to the 20 people.

How do you meet number 18?
We don’t need to meet. We see each other by fate…in school.

What would you do if you have not meet number 17?
What? I’ll die if I don’t meet him? I won’t even know he exists.

What if number 9 and 20 dated each other?
Then pigs can fly.

Will number 5 and 10 date each other?
Why ask me? Nothing concerns me here.

DESCRIBE NUMBER 1!
Oh! This is the part I’ve been waiting for. He plays damn well in soccer. His fitness and stamina is out of extraordinary. His voice is sexy enough to make each girl mooch at him.
Haha…I see tommy jumping. K lar. Frankly, he’s nice person. Willing to help the
people in need. He’s one of a kind.

Do you think number 8 is attractive?
I don’t look at her very closely. We’re of the same height.

Describe number 7.
Candid. And if she sees this, I’ll get another spanking from her. God bless me.

Do you know any family members of number 12?
Who do you think I am? A tracker? A spy?

What language does number 15 speak?
I don’t know? He speaks English?

Who does number 9 hangs out with?
You think I’ve got so much time to keep track of this? He lived for 17 years, should I tell every possibility?

How old is number 16?
Ohohoh. Oh no. You just said she’s old. That isn’t very nice.

When was the last time you spoke to number 13?
He doesn’t speak. He conveys through torturous means by using physical strength and I spit at him.

Who is number 2’s favourite singer or band?
Mr Low Eng Kee, with the song, OPSS is the best. Claps please.

Have you ever dated number 4?
Pigs have just flown.

Would you ever date with number 19?
What’s with all this dating stuffs? You keep repeating the same questions. Using another number doesn’t count as beginning with a new question.

Is number 3 single?
You want to get punched by her black belt boyfriend? I suggest you shut this trap if you don’t want to be beaten like egg whips.

What is number 10’s last name?
Sigh…let me just give you his full name.
Cookie Toh Zheng Yan.
Happy?!

Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11?
You’re PISSING ME! And this time you use a boy?

What is the school of number 13?
Oh…that’s easy. Only Phobic Solution School. Yeah, lame. He’s from orchid park secondary school. Which sounds lamer.

Where does number 6 stay?
Heck! Where do you stay? Heaven? Isn’t it obvious?

What is your favourite thing about number 5?
LOL? Define favourite. She’s a living soul and you tell me to find something of my favour…

Have you ever seen number 14 naked?
Close. But no. You’re pretty sick aren’t you?

Survey is done for entertainment and revenge. Please do not feel any way uncomfortable. Should you feel any uneasy, please seek a doctor. Thank you!

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(Wednesday, June 11, 2008-)
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Wooo~! i just found a way to get warmth! Know my laptop? iT GIVES ME WARMTH! HAppy! Know I'm gabbing on to the charger thing...which give my hand some bit of warmth. Holy COW!

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So i'm now here at genting. It's freezing terribly at this point of time...the fact that i'm actually outside too. It rained pretty heavily yesterday aternoon. Didn't do much though. I've got sick of the waiting on both outdoors and indoors that i don't even want to ride them anymore. Watched kungfuuuuuuuuuu panda yesterday. Hilarious. The part where the real battle begins...it seemed more like play time for panda. The showdown was awesome. Partially because i'm me...and me like cartoon. Kungfu panda is cartoon, and cartoon are always good for me.

Today, i'll be watching narnia. And after that, i'd just go walk around to get something nice. Yeah. Hope to enter ripley's belive it or not. Shall pester my mother. Oh. And the pavilion in genting? They're showing magic shows again. But what amused me is the white lion there. Totally majestic looking. Looked tame enough. Wanna touch it. >.<

Great...the smokers' smokes can't stop drifting towards me. I will be stinking in bed today again i guess. This sucks. And someone hope i gets tar in my lungs. FAT HOPE! But this is irritating. Grumps. Funny how a hotel doesn't serve their costumers with wireless network. I'm now at starbucks because they offer wireless. But i always missed the slot on the inside of starbucks - where smoking is not allowed - so i'm now outside it, where the wind is chill and the irking smokes keep settling on me. Sucks. Genting.....

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(Saturday, June 7, 2008-)
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There's something i want to talk about. But i'm not sure if it's the right thing to say. I feel really bad now. And it feeding my mind every second time had past. Felt that my brain juice will finally be dry, and i'd just die.

PS: Probably its my fault for being sarcastic. But its not like friends can't be sarcastic to one another. Maybe i just over reacted. You did the same too. Maybe i wasn't clear at anything at all to begin with, i never was, that's my mistake. It's how i was born. I didn't mean anything, any harm. But the way you thought i meant the bad, means you don't really know what's happening too. I treated you cold. That's also my mistake. But i will never chide my friends for what they are. Sometimes some things are really hard to alter. Its not like changing clothes. You will go around saying it's my mentality, a psychological effect. I know my capabilities. That's my limit. You know you have yours too. I'm saying, nobody in this world is flawless. Its what make people perfect. That's how we grow. You could have your own reason and explaination...its fine with me. But i hope what i said gives you a better understanding of what needs to be understood. I know you'd probably have more or less some comments for me. I'd be waiting. We can end where we started.
Maybe things won't be the same afterall. It's just begining i guess.

ARGH! What Task am i given the fact i was made to born!!!!?

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(Thursday, June 5, 2008-)
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Today, we see yx and bl off at changi. There're both heading for Taiwan, together. Yx is going back home for a short while, bl's going to visit her relatives. So there were hugs and there were heartfelt comments. Then, i started singing the barney song. The one which goes "I love you, you love me, we are one big family...." Yeah...but i was ignored cause the chattering was tensed up. The thought that we will be missing their generous laughter, somewhat downcast. Anyway, they'd still be back.

Then we went for lunch at the food court in changi airport. Can't believe we spent our time so unwisely there. We should be in school by 1.30pm, but we left the food court at around 1.40pm.
Reached school at around 2.10pm, and found the whole class silent. Yes, the teacher scolded the class. And why? Because many are late. To add on, we are the last group to have reached.

Left at around 5.30pm.

Something else happened...

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(Tuesday, June 3, 2008-)
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Got back home from school at around 9. Left for school at around 10. Totally beaten. Breathing difficulties kicked in again. Just hectic.

Got home again at around 1+. Used the comp again, and dropped dead on my bed for 2hrs. Funny how people will start appreciating simple things only when its been missed. Pulled myself off bed again at 4.30pm. Got prepared for tuition lessons which starts around 5pm. And now comes the best part. Get ready, cause i'm gonna blast the fury!

As usual, i rode my bike to northpoint for the lesson. Just before the junction to northpoint, this dimwit- who was also riding a bike- was talking on the phone with one hand. EH! Why the hell do you think nature built our eyes in the front and not the back! This sucker actually rammed into me. And i was like on the verge of falling just to give way to an asshole who doesn't know how to make use of his eyes! The crash was hard! My slipper flew a few metres off ground. BLOODY HELL! HE just took his bike and rode off after a glance! WHATS WITH HIS EYES? Can't he at least just apologise? Raging, i threw him a sentence of my usual. "TAHMADE!" He didn't even look back! WHAT NONSENSE IS THIS? HE BARBARIC OR WHAT? Living in a civilised world like this? GET BACK TO YOUR OWN WORLD MAN! I don't see why such b@$T@*D should live. They should just die because of lime light in their paths- future. And they don't even know how to use their own senses. That's real pathetic. Like they actually live without knowing they've got senses. Can't laugh. They're the true handicaps.

There wasn't much i could do after that. I endured and went on for my lesson.

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(Sunday, June 1, 2008-)
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Tomorrow's gonna be another tough day. Tomorrow is the last day i'd need to go to the skin care centre for my troublesome feet. I hope i never need to get back there again. Its a waste of time, yet it is needed.

Will be staying overnight in school tomorrow. Not sure what will happen. Not sure what to do too.

Someone who'd be with you at the wee of time, who'd support you, defend you, who'd comfort you, reason with you, who doesn't care the way you look, your weird attitude, your unsightly action; a good friend.
Someone who stays with no matter what happens; the best friend.

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Today we went sentosa. Weather was supportive. Though it rained pretty heavily in the morning, we merely got there in the fresh afternoon. Why? People late, paused to think what to do, played arcade, shopping. Yeah...so we sort of reached there only at around 1+? I'm guessing.

So we settled down later at Siloso beach. Found a shady area, but the first area was filled with ants. RED ants mind you. Yeah, so we start shifting again...to another coconut tree. Applied tanning/block lotion. And people started shoving/pulling/dragging me down the sea. Which was pretty unsightly IN public. But we've seen worse...so i'm fine in that sense. Funny...i was already wet to begin with. Cause i was the first to dump myself into the sea. Just that i'm not totally drenched. The girls were a bit mad i guess. They knew they will be heading for sentosa. They also knew its the beach we'd be going. Most of them brought only an extra t-shirt OR an extra shorts OR none. =.= not sure what's in their mind. But in the end, they got into water- they bought clothes in sentosa. We tried building sand castle...not very successful because we lost interest in it after some time. I was buried. Sea water went into my eyes while i was buried. Have to bear the pain. Eyes shut like clams. Shit those assholes! Thet dare stomp me after all the photographing! The intensity.

Ms was next to be buried. This time, rather unusual. He's sort of buried while squatting. So when he was covered by the sand, only his big head and knees can be seen. And his knees were like in the very area where it seemed like boobs. Was new, find it quite interesting.

The waves were quite pushy after that. So we dived into the sea to enjoy a bit of it. Then the breeze accompanied the waves. And the was a drizzle. And then....it rained.

But when it was still drizzling, we packed our stuffs and head of the shelter just behind us. Was hungry...so zy and me went to search for a 7eleven store- which was like a few miles away. On our way to 7eleven, zy needed the washroom urgently. We found one in another shelter. There was an event. But we didn't care much, she needed the toilet urgently so she was about to enter it. But this bloody selfish twerp blew my head off by saying that the toilet is for private purposes. COME ON! Hey, toilet also need to be booked for private use arh? What Bullshit is this?! Obviously i'd be blasted! No choice, we've got to go find another. But i left one comment for them. "tah ma de!" Too bad i can't control my emotions when it comes to something urgent. I was like thinking...if its a 2 or 3 years old boy/girl (Not fully toilet trained yet. but without a diaper) pleading to pee. And he'd say that sentence. I hope the child dare pee in front of him. That'd make him shut his scrawny mouth about "PRIVATE" toilet.
But we found another toilet in the end. Okay...back track. We can't find any 7eleven anywhere. So i decided to ask directions to the closes 7eleven store. Good thing i was able to find one sentosa worker who guided us with words. She said its close to where we're standing. But we thought she was refering to the 7eleven at palawang beach. Which is freakishly FAR! So we head back. But the lady was kind enough to ask if we found it. We said we didn't. She guided us again. So we managed to find it. But the time we got out of the store....IT RAINED! Good timing eh? And the streaks of rain is wide enough to drench our food if we hadn't taken good care of it.

Well, when we got back to the shelter, the rest went off to bath already. The time is only near 4pm. Which was not quite what i expected. Because we haven't really done much. And honestly, i was not having fun at all. But anyway, i'd no choice so i finished my food and left off to bathe after the girls came back. Again, i've got to go through the whole damning process. Which i didn't quite liked. What seemed awkward is that, even while we're walking...we ain't talking much at all- there were 3 of us. And what we were talking is what is happening on the way...which is not entertaining enough. But it took us quite some while before we decided to settle in one of the shower room and wait for our turn to bathe.

Then came this guy who looked worried enough to cheat us. He said he's late for his flight... My first impression was...you have a flight today, and you have the cheek to appear on this place. But nonetheless, we let him have the next cubical. But we saw him outside after all of us had bathed which is like around 15-20min later. He can do some drama. Seriously, that was an extremely good tactic to get to bathe first, instead of waiting. And he was just lucky to have met people like us.

Left for vivo later. The rain subsided.

There was a donation programme. I gave them 2$ in exchange for a love balloon. Its a whooper! And i've got no idea where to place it. In the end, i dumped it inside subway- where we ate dinner. I know its a sin...but hey, its a love balloon. I'd made them happy for a while...before they discover its actually a rubbish created by someone.

So the shopping continued. Some went to the arcade to play. I stayed with the shoppers...because they're not where i should belong? No sense of comfort with them i guess. Still, i got bored. Its all girls stuff.

But i went home...cause of curfew.

i was not happy about today. I don't know why. Its call upset. Don't know how to define. Don't know how to explain.

I lied again.

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