Your Dreams Are Yours and Yours Alone!
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(Saturday, May 10, 2008-)
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Right...so i was woken up at 8am in the morning today by my parents because they wanted to eat mac today. Weird people. They said mac is cheap, so they wanted US to walk to the mac near blocks 200+. The feeling totally sucks. Likte the feeling having to be woken up when you are still building your castle. Yeah. But the best part was, i am very unlucky. You see, i bought mac hotcakes to eat. And i discover that mine was harder than my brother's. But, i didn't bother much cause its still easy to eat. Only that it is cold...and hard. But come to my last piece of hotcakes, my fork can't even get through the thing. Yeah! Its solid. And i wonder they cooked it. My father, as usual, lodge a complaint. They said their heating machine had some kind of technical problem. Funny they atually gave me the food though its still uncooked. And its so obvious. But anyways, my father said if i get any diarrhea he will come back to find more trouble. No...didn't get a diarrea.
Bored at home...and i didn't want to go out with others though they asked me out. Why? Just don't want to be sociable. You see...I found out this long ago. And i hope what i'm about to say..you will be able to understand.
Its like I thought i was good with people. Yeah...so this year, i discover the changes in most people. Even the most innocent and naive ones. And there had been many disputes in many situation...so most of the situation came to me. And they start insulting, chiding and gossiped about all this stuff. Mind you...its MANY different group of situation. Different kinds, and both opposition and accuser come to me. So they start saying about the people's bad stuff and what they do...and they will say why am i so kind and forgiving. And why must i be made used by other people. AND they will try to change me. Its like its their problem...and i listen. BUT in the end, i also get the lectures. Come on...dude this is totally so unfair to me. Do you think i want to me used? I have a mind of my own too! Its just that i'm weak. And i always get this feeling that things will be over if you get it done and over with. So i just do what i am told. Then comes the opposition who also talks about the same situation and how they despice the other person. And it comes to me again. And they will tell me not to be with this kind of person and tell me to beware of them. So i'm always trapped and sandwitched. Its tough and nobody cares. They just get what they wanted and that's that. Oh yeah...the part about the most innocent people, they atually know how to say painful stuffs too. Not to me...but to those who are being stabbed harshly. Too bad i don't know how to elaborate stuffs.
And then i figured...i don't face this situation when i was younger. When i haven't met them or made friends with them. Really miss primary school's day.
Footsteps;
FreeDom was here...
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