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(Friday, May 30, 2008-)
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Today's my great grand mother birthday. She's 90 years old this year. And she can't stop uttering words regarding to her age and death! Not very optimistic. Well, we went to the bottle tree restaurant to celebrate with her. There were a total of about 23 people there (relatives and family members). Had good food and all. I can't believe they actually served drunken prawn. >.< YUCKS! BLUCK! The wine is so condensed...i probably got high after that, i don't really remember. But i know i didn't eat the prawn, and i didn't finish the soup. And there was the longevity noodle. GOD! That's the best damn kind of noodle ever. The gravy and everything. Yeah...then we sang the usual to our eldest. Oh, haha...even the youngest sort of clapped for her, he's like only 15mths old, cute eh. Yeah... so we got home after that. Sentosa tomorrow. Weee~!
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(Wednesday, May 28, 2008-)
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What's wrong in my world this days? Seem weird...not just me, those around me too! My friends are all acting differently and strangely.
Oh, today was a wonderful day. I slept for only 2 hours, then woke up, and then slept for another 3 hours... Head for school after that. Its a pretty nice day actually. We manage to get together once again, altogether, to eat at buddy (which didn't happen for quite sometime). Was pretty happy, its been long since we were together again. Went to one of my friend's house to spend the rest of the day together. Days like this is special to me, hard to put it in words. Its call nostalgic. And i love it. If only almost everyday is like that, I'd be happy enough. Its hard to put things in words when i've got a day like this. it'd be in the list, i shall treasure this priceless little things. And when the time comes, i will be able to see what all this had accumulated into.
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(Tuesday, May 27, 2008-)
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Yeah...so I probably screwed chinese yesterday. But still, there might be a slightest chance for me to get through. Never want to see the distorted witch. So i MUST get through!
PS: to most people. You can now ignore the message/Email i sent earlier. I found that its pretty troublesome and irritating. If you're wondering why i added special permission to my blog, it was for the hell out of it. I thought it'd be fun...but not quite what i expected. Sorry! So life still seem the same for me. Its officially the second day of my holiday. Not special, in fact, I'm not even looking forward to it. I've been reading a series book. Its called the 'power of five'. The first book is called "raven's gate". Rather interesting...its something to do with witchcraft, but more defined than "Harry Potter" (to me), cause i understand most of the details the author was trying to convey. But one thing different is that the main character is somewhat, special. Not because he's special in the sense that he has powers, super natural powers. Special...in the sense that he fits into a real life character in this real world. Yeah...i know, you don't understand what i'm trying to say. But its alright anyways. Anyways, i'm going for tuition in 1 hours time. No idea what's happening. Time flies just too fast. Nothing suitable to say now...probably will add on later.
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(Saturday, May 24, 2008-)
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I'm better off at my previous school. No one seem to understand me...or understand my feelings.
I'm not directing this to anyone. Its like i told 5 people how i feel, 4 people doesn't understand. And the last one only partially knows what's happening. Haiya! haha...people come and go in your life. I learnt this from a heart broken person in the train. Its quite sad. I heard him told his friends something about a friend telling straight to him via sms that she never wants to see him in her life and that he had been erased. And then he showed his friend the message. Went quiet for a moment and they tried to give each other a smile. Pretty unsuccessful atually. Then life is left...untold. Someone passed it down to me. And i have to accomplish it.
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(Friday, May 23, 2008-)
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Hear this people!
You see, my mother loves almond nuts and anything to do with it. She thinks its a majestic condiment. And people who eats it are grand! So remember yesterday i made chocolate and criticised the ghee-made chocolate? My mother said it smells like almond (Didn't told her what it was made of). She's so delighted. But she said the chocolate is not neatly displayed, not enough potential. She remelt it and placed them in cups. Then she started eating them. And mind you, not just one, that's alot! Cause she still thought it was almond chocolates. My aunt came to my house today. She tried one too, straight away, she said its digusting and stopped trying. My mother continues (eating), chiding her that she doesn't know how to eat "GOOD" food. Until i revealed the truth. She nearly puke. The quantity of fats the chocolate contain was horrendous. She told me to throw all the chocolates to the bin and dump it out of the house. =.= Thank god she didn't gave some to my neighbours, which she intended to.
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(Thursday, May 22, 2008-)
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# Miss Pang-
Happy Birthday to Miss Pang YanJun Janice.
As promise, i will post something on you. And here i am. Since OPSS is having their kindness week this week, i shall be generous with my kind words accordingly. Janice, you are one of the world's most delicate women who dare roam curiousity. Zzz. Crap! I'm talking rubbish. Don't mind me. Rofl! YANJUN IS STRONG WOMEN BECAUSE SHE DARED TO TAKE RISKs ON EVERYTHING! She treat her friends like friends. Not animals, but humans. Lol, what i am saying is, she is amazingly loyal to her peers and will give total moral support to them. TRUE OKAYS! Probably because of the kindness week thing. Bear with me. You're sincere (to whom?), generous (with your crappy vulgarities.), and bubbly (this is the truth. and it speaks alot. With just this one word.) Sigh. K lar, truth is, you created a wave of nostalgia in many people's life. Including me ok? Miss you by my side atually. I think the rest do too. The bond and power of friendship huh. Undeniable. Great you have new friends too. Won't feel lonely...like me>?..hah...bet not. So its your birthday today. Must strive harder for your coming obstacles arh. Bash them to pieces. Don't forget to taunt also. WORKS WELL!` Hmm...song! Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday to bitch`(women, zahbo, LADY!) Happy merry birthday to you! '''/\ //\\ IIIII IIIII IIIII IIIII IIIII I made this candle myself OK! Make a wish, and pretend you blew it. Your wish may come true.
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Gotten back my report book today. Got a lecture from my mother for being infront of the computer thus, producing such lousy results. But she didn't take into account that i just started sec5 and its a whole different story from N levels. Heh! Such understanding parents yeah? But can't be blamed. Truth is, i didn't really study Very hard for it. Only disappointed with my maths result. Totally wrecked!
Then after school, we went for chocolate making to prepare us for our F&N course work part 2. Total disaster. Just realise that chocolate's fat content is so high! NEVER, i repeat, NEVER use Ghee to make chocolate. You will regret for LIFE! HORRIBLE SMELL! Taste like some sort of alien food. And its stench is unbearable. It stains everywhere too, with the smell. Life in school is NOT as usual. Its worse, far worse. And people keep taunting us. Our O level mother tounge starts on monday. So we get intensive mother tounge practise in the hall EVERYDAY. Its exhausting. Everyday, we get a new set of paper and we'll have to finish it till our head cracks. EVERYDAY MIND YOU! And we get sick and we get tired! Then we start sleeping. Defeats the purpose then. To add on, some rascals who have sort of finished their mother tounge last year starts taunting us with their privilege. They get to stay in a AIR CONDITION room, FILLED WITH COMPUTERS, and are allowed to ROAM IN THE WEBSITE! But the fact is, they should be doing their cousework in there. But..... And they kept saying about it. And they tag people's blog saying they're in that room. ARRGH! Well, there's this classmate of mine. I had a showdown with him sometime ago. But he started it. And it went real bad. So he hit me with a chocolate for no obvious reason. HEY, it hurts alright?! Consequently, the teacher in charge took the matter rather seriously. AND HE lied infront of my very eyes! Will not go into details. So I no longer talk to him or rather, he's invisible to me. Yeah, he also stop interacting with me. But recently, HE started talking to me again. Seems abit too weird and sudden. I didn't want to be rude so i replied him. But its like so strange you see. But i seriously do not want to interact with him. I mean he hit me with a chocolate just all of a sudden. AND he was my friend then. Who knows what would happen in real life, the future. He'd probably just stab me with a knife abruptly. Dangerous. But one thing is, he doesn't seem to remember that he was the one who started such a stupid feud and he talk to me like as if i am his friend now. And there is this feeling i get that he wants to let me know that he still have alot of friends and that he undertsand them alot. Like his friends tells him everything. Obviously not.
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(Sunday, May 18, 2008-)
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Sichuan had another 6.0 magnitude post earthquake, increasing the number of deaths to 30,000 over people.
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Final death toll for mega earthquake will exceed more than 50,000.
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This few days, there'd been a lot of news about the twin disaster that had happen in Asia.
A 7.8 Magnitude Mega Earthquake in China, Sichuan. 28,881 found dead. 198,347 missing. 4.8 million...homeless. A Cyclone Nargis in Myanmar. 77,738 found dead. 55,917 missing. Between 1.6-2.5 million homeless. Both have created big impacts on people. The sorrow, the grieve, and the luckiness. There are stories to be told, very emotional ones. And all this have caused some great disturbance in me. What i will be talking about later are truths of truth. Edited and summarized. For people who cares for others, please read on. For people who do not care, kindly do not approach this website for a few days. Stories from Sichuan seemed more touching. So I will talk only about the earthquake disaster. During the earthquake, a teacher sheltered two of her students using her own body. Painfully taking hits from falling structures. Eventually, she died. But her hand and shoulders still hugging and sheltering both the living students. The rescuers found them after the earthquake had cease. The teacher's arm still firm gripped onto her students protectively. Since she's dead, her arms are stony and stiff. It has to be severed so that both students can be rescued. After the earthquake stopped, a child's father rushed to his school and started digging structures to rescue his child. It went on for a few days. He thought there might be the slightest chance his son survives. His child's body was found 2 days ago and was placed at the zone for acknowledgment while he was digging on. A student was found after the earthquake subsided. She was still holding on to a pen firmly, dead. Shows how abrupt and destructive this is. Mum found together with a new born baby, still sucking milk. Mum, dead. Firmly hugging the infant. She was totally covered with dirt. Only the part feeding the baby was clean. Child was found some days after the earthquake, alive. 10minutes after being rescued, her soul departed. He was trapped because his leg was cramped under fallen structures. In order to stay alive, he broke his own leg and escaped the tragedy. Girl who was trying to escape from sudden earthquake, was pushed flat on to the ground and ran over by the stampede of children. He eyes swollen due to intensive pain. She survived. Man buried underground for more then 100hours. He survived by eating his cigarettes and paper napkins. Rescuers cannot hold back tears every time they found a body. etc...etc....
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(Saturday, May 17, 2008-)
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So i went to the Kbox at cineleisure, from 2pm-6pm. Went there with some close classmates. Pretty fun overall. A good balancing of both english and chinese song, so i'd be able to get a chance to sing much too. Didn't really got very high. But still, fun.
So after that, the bills came. $23 each person. =.= imagine that..i got shocked obviously, cause i thought it'd cost less than $20. And i bought only $25 out. Damn! Anyways, we went to have dinner together. I bought a chendol with my remaning $2. Nothing much after. Went shopping around wisma. As usual, without fail, i'd get a curfew. Got to reach home before 9.30pm. So sadly, i've got to get home early...and the rest left for clarke quey. SadT Cause i seriously want to be there too. But still, i left for home. Sometimes, i find my parents too strict. Cause is like they should know what teens like me want from them. But they adamently do not want to give in. Its so fustrauting, the way you have to go off first, while friends still get to hang out. They keep reasoning out that its for my safety and that i should be grateful i was let out. Sigh! big SIGH! Sometimes i see others and compare them with myself, the idea i get in my mind is...so unspeakable. Just disappointed.
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(Thursday, May 15, 2008-)
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So school starts quite normal today. Results were released. Don't bother asking. I didn't do well. Probably the worst ever done! But everyone is talking about it.
Haha...watching THE SHOWDOWN just now. So dumb-so cute. Ok..so nothing much going now. Just that people are still breaking down. Oh yea...I'm not going for promnight too. Think it's a waste of money eating good food. And a waste of my time.
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(Tuesday, May 13, 2008-)
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# DEDICATED TO YANJUN.-
I wanna say hi to lady yanjun too. Her birthday is coming soon. And she....is counting. Its like 9 more days from now. As what she wrote on her msn. So before that day, i shan't talk much. And she's been pestering me to buy a shirt for her. She chose it...and i don't see how nice it is. But she's crazy over it. So i promised to get her that shirt for her birthday. Took a few days before she settled and want that shirt. yeah. Tiresome.
But alot of things had happened. So...EH...lao zahbo JanciePangYanJun...not end of the world. Loner still 'loves' you. (i think not many people know why i inverted the word. Its not anything to do with sarcasm.) Before that day comes...i shall stop now.
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I WAS WOKEN FROM MY SLEEP AGAIN! This time, woken by my god damn brother who bloody hell got the guts to say he wants me to accompany him for breakfast! Being a good elder brother, i sacrificed my sleep for his sake. Whatever. Today, schooling did not happen because today is marking day. My father took leave so we could have a family outing. Went to AMK hub after that disgusting breakfast with that brat.
Yeah...so we left for amk at 10am and reached at around 10.45am. Decided to watch a movie at cathay cinema, iron man, at 12noon. As per normal, my dad started catching sweets from a sweet cathcing machine. You see it once you step into NP's time zone. Yeah, that's the machine. And he's been hooked by it. Got the cheeks to say he used around 30$ each time he plays the game. Smile at us somemore. Don't see how fun that could be. Oh yeah...the sweets suck as well. Mentos. How much can it cost? And he spents that much for it...for the jackpot too. So that's how he manage his time there. My brother "accompanied" him. Well, i went for a walk with my mum who had been left out and be bored to death. Yeah...so comes iron man. Was a good movie somehow. Rather watch speed racer but my brother and mother voted for iron man. The ending was rather...peculiar. Watch it and you'll know why i say it. Anyways...there's full of military stuff and concealed humour. Its easy to spot them (no worries) cause the whole theartre was in laughter. It took me a while before noticing (being me). WARNING: Cathay is the most coldest cinema ever built. Never thought about environment. Their air-cons just keep blusting us with cold air and HFCs uninterrupted and constantly. Yes, i was freezing. Went out of the horrible building directly to absorb some heat. Went to a popular hawker centre to have dinner. Then comes the unimaginable...the unthinkable. I went to buy soybean milk for myself, and after i got back, my parents are arguing. And my dad went barmy. He glared at my mum and i scowled at him. Can't stand his crappy attitude! And the gist behind this? Food. THIS IS SO LAME! The lunacy is undescribable. I mean my father asked my mother to queue at some stall...he went back to his seat to eat. My mum walked off, not knowing he still wants the food. Then he shouted at her. Of course, people with their slightest common sense will defend themselves agaisnt this situation. My mother yelled back. The scene happened. ITS THIS STUPID! And my father who is always adamant, finished his food and walked off without informing us where he'd be going. Such attitude. And he's my father, much weaker in the mind then his child. And he always shout at us, rather, chiding us for rebutting situations. Its from his lousy genes. He doesn't change that manner, our genes from him stays. Had a very blue day after that. Yes, because of that situation. Well, I neglected the presence of my father after that. Good thing he brought his lap so he used it in Mos burger while me, my brother and mother went for a walk in fairprice. Before 5, we reached back at NP. Had tuition later at 5 so it is necessary to be back by then. Nothing much later. Well, happy Birthday to dearest god grand daughter michelle.
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(Sunday, May 11, 2008-)
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Today is.... MOTHER's day! Do shout outs! I LOVE MY MUMMY AS MUCH AS SHE LOVES ME! HUgs AND KISses. K...Still, nothing much today. Had a very satisfying dinner that's all. Hmm, well...didn't give my mum anything. BUT!, i did told her i love her and that she must have a good day today. Good thing there's no school tomorrow. Live to sleep. Friends will be heading for Sentosa tomorrow. Me? Haha, I'm not going. It clashed with my tuition and i'm afraid i will not be able to make it on time. Furthermore, my mother stressed that she paid alot on that chinese tuition. So... i've got to do well for 'O's chinese and get over with it. i watched the game plan recently... not that it's funny...but there's alot of awkward scenario. But the best part, or rather the best quote is "stupid is a very mean word!". Love it. Goes to all MEAN people! Joking. Watched pacifier too...way too good. Can't stop laughing.
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(Saturday, May 10, 2008-)
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Right...so i was woken up at 8am in the morning today by my parents because they wanted to eat mac today. Weird people. They said mac is cheap, so they wanted US to walk to the mac near blocks 200+. The feeling totally sucks. Likte the feeling having to be woken up when you are still building your castle. Yeah. But the best part was, i am very unlucky. You see, i bought mac hotcakes to eat. And i discover that mine was harder than my brother's. But, i didn't bother much cause its still easy to eat. Only that it is cold...and hard. But come to my last piece of hotcakes, my fork can't even get through the thing. Yeah! Its solid. And i wonder they cooked it. My father, as usual, lodge a complaint. They said their heating machine had some kind of technical problem. Funny they atually gave me the food though its still uncooked. And its so obvious. But anyways, my father said if i get any diarrhea he will come back to find more trouble. No...didn't get a diarrea.
Bored at home...and i didn't want to go out with others though they asked me out. Why? Just don't want to be sociable. You see...I found out this long ago. And i hope what i'm about to say..you will be able to understand. Its like I thought i was good with people. Yeah...so this year, i discover the changes in most people. Even the most innocent and naive ones. And there had been many disputes in many situation...so most of the situation came to me. And they start insulting, chiding and gossiped about all this stuff. Mind you...its MANY different group of situation. Different kinds, and both opposition and accuser come to me. So they start saying about the people's bad stuff and what they do...and they will say why am i so kind and forgiving. And why must i be made used by other people. AND they will try to change me. Its like its their problem...and i listen. BUT in the end, i also get the lectures. Come on...dude this is totally so unfair to me. Do you think i want to me used? I have a mind of my own too! Its just that i'm weak. And i always get this feeling that things will be over if you get it done and over with. So i just do what i am told. Then comes the opposition who also talks about the same situation and how they despice the other person. And it comes to me again. And they will tell me not to be with this kind of person and tell me to beware of them. So i'm always trapped and sandwitched. Its tough and nobody cares. They just get what they wanted and that's that. Oh yeah...the part about the most innocent people, they atually know how to say painful stuffs too. Not to me...but to those who are being stabbed harshly. Too bad i don't know how to elaborate stuffs. And then i figured...i don't face this situation when i was younger. When i haven't met them or made friends with them. Really miss primary school's day.
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(Wednesday, May 7, 2008-)
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Life is rather boring. Sometimes I wonder, what am i suppose to do the fact that I'm a living. Its not like I don't live a dynamic life. I mean...my parents are good to me. Just that sometimes, some things just wants to penetrate through your path making you feel exhausted and even want to give it up. Somehow, its rather...a let down how life works out.
Not long ago, MANY things just happen at a go. Its so tiring and hard to take on. Not that it relates to me (but somehow it does). Things just change abruptly and in a way you never expected. And when i say things happened, i meant the negative. What's more, I'm now on my last year of my secondary school life. I thought this had be the best year out of the last 4 since we are more closely bonded together. No. Its not happening. Many say that we should treasure all we've got in our secondary years because its when we get to have the fun in life. This seem so wrong. The fact that we are all breaking down into millions of pieces meant our last year will be a failure. Goodness, this is our last year...and people start to change just like that. Yeah...i must say i've had a lot of fun in my sec3 and 4 life. One of the most wonderful days. Who knows things like this could happen. I learnt that what's gone can no longer be retrieved. It won't be the same. And i made my decision. I threw my class photos into the school's bin. Well, i just don't want to remember stuffs which already cannot be retrieved. Might as well recover and regain before trying anything out again.
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